Dear Heroin, (Dear John Letter) - Pack Your Bags!
Dear Heroin,
I am angry...
You made me believe you were the cure for my every kind of pain; you had me wrapped around you while I let you into my veins. At this point in time I did not know who or what I turned into, but you made it impossible to get through these days living life without you.
You had control of my body, and if I did not choose you, you made me feel so sick I was helpless not knowing if I could lose you. By now I started doing the things I swore I would never do, lying and stealing off the people I love who meant absolutely nothing to you. You had me convinced that throughout my life you were determined to stay, that I did not have that option of turning and walking away.
Before you knew it, everyone I loved saw this part of me hurting them inside, every time they questioned, I did what you taught me to do... Lie. I wanted to let you go and get you out of my way, so scared to tell someone imagining what they would say. I did not want to be judged, except it was a decision I would have to make, but I had wasted so much time, I thought it was a little too late.
Being put through Hell was something I knew it was going to come down to, but it made me lack relief knowing that I could not get around you. It ended up being a struggle, but a worth while fight because now I am in control and have completely you out of my life. Being clean turned me into the person I've forever wanted to be, and this was a point in my life you were praying I would never live to see. Now I am living a life which I never imagined myself to do, and proudly I can say I am doing it absent of you. In new beginnings,
An addict called Michael
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