PARENTAL DISCLOSURE.

When i was 4years old ,the first thing that i realized was my name.I thought the world is only my house and no where exists nothing.I considered myself the most powerful person in the world and can do anything with the support of my parent and have anything if dreamt.I love my dad very much for his selfless love  .My mom scolds me  often for my nuisance though she is a woman of principles.she guides me  but in a harsh manner(according to me  at that time).She taught me to be always punctual and discipline.She is the epitome of kindness.She is the only teacher that i love and fear the most .My father gave me enough space to have fun but I was always restricted by my mother.My mother also restricts the big cheese from many too.

But after I turned 15 ,life has undergone a serious change.Now my parent are more concerned about my studies and often treat me as if i am a small kid.They often comment me on my scoring in exams.They force me to study more harder as if I was not trying to do well.They impose there old principles on me and try to force me to follow.There has been a complete change in the behavior of my parent .All the events occurred made me more disturbed and aggressive.It nurtured the disliking attitude in my mind.They  force me to do a job as soon as possible in order to support the family.There over caring has become a burden on me.There scolding pierces through my heart .Sometimes they ask, how i was but most often they were more concerned about my studies.They dislike any friend of mine and often instigate me not to be friends with all ,but simply study.

Life is  so monotonous and disgusting that it is hardly unbelievable.Journey of the life till now has bruised and battered me.sometimes life is just a headache.Anything you demand there is always a question ....""WHY???"...........HAD MY DEAR PARENT LOST FAITH ON THERE OWN DEAR SON??
HAVE THEY HAVE GIVEN BIRTH TO ME TO BRING NAME AND FAME TO THEM ONLY?.
I WONDERED NOW ,ABOUT MY SOLE EXISTENCE IN THE EYES OF MY PARENTS.

when i was into engineering college i always got a phone call form my parent and often was told that :-"read for a longer period of time,eat well to be healthy to read,don't move out of hostel often and etc"

Does the prestige of our parent have become much more important than me???
my mom discusses the doings that i do in hostel as well as in my neighbor....giving an opportunity to others to comment on me.She is the best but sometimes i feel weird about her.

mom has given birth to me but she should respect the decision of mine. Now parent take all the decision and leave me the only option to follow the path that they have designed for me.
If i don't get a job then i am certain that my parent will definitely be asking me the reason and explanation rather discussing me about my future and giving me mental support.

hence it is the  sincere request to all parent  that to respect your son and there capabilities.It takes time to show and prove either self but they know what they are doing (except few).