A GIRL ...........NAMED .....SHILPI

I have met a lots of girl in my life ,many are my close friends .I enjoy a lot and having a peaceful and adventurous life.I have never felt the need of anyone nor i thought to take care of anyone.I only like my parent the most.I believe "LONELY LIFE IS THE BEST LIFE".....and also forwarded the message to everyone that life is to enjoy not to waste it on others.

It was the 15th day of my college when i met that cute little gorgeous girl .She was just a moonlight for me in the dark.Black eyes were sharply appealing.Hairs are like swift flowing river,dancing in there own way.Her face was glowing .She was the only person that i think ,was searching.She made me forget about the whole world.She made me learn in first sight that life is not for selfish living but care for all.She made me think that till now i have been living  a selfish lonely and aimless life.She made me develop a soft corner in my heart .Her appearance made be stand still.Her sight was just like a dawn of internal happiness ,"she is the inspiration" .She just created a great impression at first sight.She made me to have dreams and desire for something great.She made me cool and handsome.All this happened at first sight.

First visit with her was at the indoor sports department. She was with her friends.I was though an introvert so was not able to express my feelings.

.I tried to approach her ,every time i did ,i failed.I tried to enquire about her from my friends.I did everything to draw her attention.I looked at her eyes from a distance and tried to draw near me.I was dying to draw her attention towards me.I told my friends to do something for me.But all was in vain.I tried to approach her through orkut But She blocked me on .She never replied.That was the most difficult sense occurred on rejection .I was so pathetic.

.After the second year i had one year training in college.She was also training in her respective department.One day......on april 15 ,i was returning with my friends to hostel,suddenly i saw shilpi.My friends told me to approach her and say what i wanted and desired,initially i denied because i thought she may deny.I may be trying to interfere in her life.I thought i shouldnt create problems for her.I wanted her to see happy and live her life freely.But i didnt knew what happened to me there,i just approached her and asked for friendship.........:she said"i dont know you ".....i gave my complete bio data....and again asked her for friendship...
this time she thought for sometime and started laughing with her friends(they later joined)
she said"yes"....but soon her friends told me to go as they were getting late for marketing.A positive sense of reply brought a sense of excitement.Later when I greeted her(the following day) she treated me as if she didnt knew me

Thus second year passed...Now all my methods to approach are over.I felt bad for sometime but finally i decided to leave all these things that i was doing till now.I tried to forget her.I started to neglect her by avoiding myself from falling into the feelings trap .I didint tried to think about her ever.

But today i saw her near aqua guard .It was so wonderful moment of my life(seeing her)I cried from inside and started asking GOD THAT why HE gave me emotions,why it met her with me,why it happened,why i was developing emotions again,why why why???

But i still believe that everything will go fine and well.I still have a strong desire for her happiness and pray for her good life.She is cool and beautiful and unique .She is the best of all .GOD bless her ......I LOVE HER AND ALWAYS WILL IN MY WHOLE LIFE...

I WILL NEVER FORGET HER IN MY ENTIRE LIFE..............